Lim Cheryl

Bye Bye

2009-08-31T12:39:00.003+08:00

No More Posting On This Blog.
Going To Keep It For Memory Sake.

I'll change back all I've changed on this blog.

SEE YA IN ANOTHER PLACE :)

Our last embrace is something as sweet

2009-08-26T06:45:00.006+08:00

J.I Joe is an awesome show!
That's all that have to be said.

Anyway missed training yesterday, cause mummy called JiaoLian while I was sleeping :(
I WILL BE FINEEEEE :( reallyyyyy

YOU DUMB FUCK. hahahaha
Your actions amuses me,
Your reaction tickles me.
Your mindset suprises me,
Your surmises.. well
I have no word for that.
It is so ridiculous I guess a new word have to be invented for it.
Check your facts before accusing, even an immature like me would.
I guess I'm not the only one who is not on the right track with you.
Hahahaha. Don't make people around you look stupid as well.
Similar is not Same.
Haha. You dumb fuck.

So much felt yet unspoken.
I thank my mum, my dad & my brothers :)
I thank my friends :)
I thank my seniors :)
& n.t.f I thank my coach :)

That's all. Till then..

God Bless :)

24 hours, 7 days a week, 365 days a year

2009-08-22T23:31:00.002+08:00

I thought of many things to blog but now I'm sitting in front of my computer, I can't think of anything.

Wait, I think I remember.

Firstly, I know it's only right to let those who are in need to sit in an crowded mrt.
BUT SERIOUSLY, what's with those aunties in their 50s walking in and acting like they just claimed the whole cabin. Giving faces and making funny noises while pushing through the crowd to claim their seat. AHHHHHHHHHH

Met little brother at tampines, as we were heading to take the bus,
he told me his friend actually reads my blog. hahahaha
& I realised we are pretty similar in a few ways.
Like for instance when my friend said he is handsome. I would give the w-t-f face
& when his friend said I'm pretty, he laughed till he fell off his chair.
aww, daniel I love you. we have mor in common than you think ;)
hahahahaha

Okay, I shall continue doing nothing.

& dont ever judge a book by it's cover.
& I thought I was really good at bastarding people. I met my match :)
hahahahahaha

Buddy, please take care of yaself. Don't do EC these kinda stuff please.
Your life is definitely made to do more than these.
Don't waste it please.

BYEBYE. GOD BLESSSS :D

oh oh oh

2009-08-22T00:08:00.002+08:00

GOSH WHY IS PRE-RP LIKE THAT
& i thought it was easy.

NOOOOOOOOOO

I missed 2 training sessions, I am screwed.
I forgot to call jiao lian, I am screwed times 2

God, I need you now.

2009-08-18T00:33:00.002+08:00

I am reduced to skin & bones.
Seriously, so mch worse then before.
I don't know what's happenning & it's scary.

If life is fair, I'd be a millionare

2009-08-13T23:52:00.001+08:00

I NEED TO RELEASE THIS SOMEWHERE.

I thought, & I was wrong. I see it. I felt it, I guess I knew it.

Now byebye while I'll go shower & cry my eyes out while ..............

Gosh, I should have done this long ago.

Life is not fair, some people are not too. Sometimes.

DAMN ITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

byebye

GodBless

If everything was fair, I'd be a millionare

2009-08-13T23:46:00.001+08:00

Sunday sounds fun. Yes it does.

./

2009-08-13T00:27:00.000+08:00

Yes I should not bother too much
Yes I should just do my best
Yes I will not be disappointed if my best ain't enough

Yes Yes Yes, I am a teeny weeny jealous.

Something like that

2009-08-12T16:07:00.002+08:00

Was talking to Val yesterday, hahahas, she was being a mummy to me
hahahahs, damn cute.
&& she said this yesterday :
" yknw, if he hurts you I'll slap you. not him. its like what yknw in fencing. KEEP DISTANCE"

hahhas, & i suddenly thought of something really retarded.

I would keep distance after being jabbed the first time because it hurts. Then I'll realise that I would want to have revenge after being insulted. Therefore I would attack recklessly lunging&flashing hoping revenge would be mine. But it doesn't work as there's no planning. Thus I hurt myself more by getting jabbed as the opponent is always on his/her guard. I would now learn to be patient and wait. Hoping the opponent would attack, and when he/she does I would 抢攻or反攻 according to circumstances & yes, sweet revenge is mine! HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

okay, this is really lame.

when there was once upon a time

2009-08-11T02:26:00.008+08:00

14th Feb 2009, it was then your hand in mine.

Mushy nicknames& cute love codes,

Gosh My Boy I Love You loads.

Remembering those times,

where we would laugh & joke,

where it wouldn't even matter if we went out broke

You'd bake for me, & make yummy yogurt

You'll cabbed down to fetch me without hesitation,

On hearing I'm unwell due to Indigestion (haha)

24 hours 7 days a week,

You'd never fail to make me smile

Just by a peck on my cheek

Slowly it seems,

that jealousy kicked in

Distrust and suspicion were no exception

There we were,

quarelling every other day

Just simply because we didn't wanna give way

Different commitments,

Let our love astray

I was finding it harder to make you stay

In a spite on 8th of August 2009

It ended harshly with you no longer mine

In anger you wrote,

with intention to hurt me like a slit to my throat

Causing me to very much misquote

But now it's cleared,

it's far too late, the tables turned

the cards are played

When is that day when acceptance is gained

I've no idea, just do my best & leave it to fate

When the day comes,

I'd be able to call you mine, my soul mate

For now it's time

to let things cool,

you concentrate at your work,

& me my school

Remember blur boy, to take care of yourself

When I'm not there for you if you catch a flu (haha)

Cut down on ciggs, don't die so fast ( :p)

You told me, Afterall, We are going to last

4 years is neither long nor short

though tough it may be

It's our future I see

One thing's for sure,

you are my baby

The best so far, & forever it'll be

Sorry love, for making you cry

Due to my incompetence in making poems & rhymes

It's not what I meant just now

For what I have said on the phone, I meant it blur head

It's 3.45

2009-08-09T01:40:00.003+08:00

In the past 6 months, I ought to thank you.
For being there for me at times, for bullshitting with me, for making me feel better when I'm down.
For loving me, for trying to accept me, for allowing me to experience love in the ealier months.
You were, the far most best boyfriend I had, and at the same time. the far worst.
Sorry, but I can never accept a guy who can fall for another girl, one way or another when still in a relationship. It shows something, well to me. & you might think it's bullshit. .
All the best to you

Yes, you said ina relationship the guy dont lose out, the girl does.
Well, all I've to say, yes I lost out. But I gained more.

God Bless, cause He knows what I'm going through.

either way,it hurts

2009-08-06T23:13:00.003+08:00

Should I turn left or right
Should I step on the accelerator or pull the brakes
Should I proceed or back away in caution
Should I look ahead or wish for memories to replay

Pour the feelings in a huge point and boil them away

In times like these I need you now.
Missing your presence, knowing ya're there when I'm asleep.
For a long time, I haven't felt like that.
So glad I'm starting to again.

I miss you baby./

DAMN FUNNY , HAHA

2009-08-03T01:09:00.000+08:00

WHEN ALL ELSE FADES, THERE'LL ALWAYS BE AN ANGEL

2009-07-31T18:25:00.007+08:00

Yes, two weeks of holiday, &non stop pre-aut programme right after.
Awesome.
I can train soon, soon, soon, soon :)

Baby; everybody and every living thing have feelings, you,
me, the doggy, the
kitty, everybody, every thing. Just for once, I hope you
will stop doubting, and
start believing me. I am tired not of us, but of the
constant distrust. I
believe,you the same for me. Therefore, I won't get
paranoid no more :) and
trust you :) hope you'd too. I know I exaggerate
sometimes, it's because I want
your attention as sometimes, you can really
be a dushebag. BUT ultimately,
thanks for being there for me in one way or
another. I miss those times where we
had so much fun like retard, hope we
can have it back. Needless to say, your
smile and laughter always blow me
away. Quarrels are quarrels, everytime after,
I can't wait to hold you right
in my arms again. Your smile and touch is like my
daily dose of nicotine,
how I wish I could keep you in my room 24/7. Haha, I
love you silly boy
<3> so so so muuuccch

& I realise, some friends come and go. Even if you once think that he/she will be your friend forever.

& I should give credits to, all my friends who go the extra mile for me, being there for me, listening to my consistent bullshit everyday. Girls or Guys. Thank You, & Seriously, I LOVE YOU GUYS! THANK YOU GUYS SO SO MUCH!

& I have grown distant with some really good friends. I miss them, & the whacko times we used to have together.

And finally, I will stick by my choice & make the best of it.

I guess.. no. I Believe I Can.
O.K.A.Y. this is cheesy.

I WILL NOT SLACK & I WILL STUDY. YES I WILL ...
ahhh... damn it.

Yesyes, God Bless :)

When everything seems bleak, faith in anything or anybody keeps you alive.

when it all boils down

2009-07-27T18:27:00.000+08:00

thanks team :)

i don't know how it works

2009-07-26T17:49:00.002+08:00

Went to see the doctor yesterday cause I was running a fever, flu, cough & body aches.
Doctor said most likely H1N1, but as it's really common nowadays, don't have to go for the check.
So Mc till wednesday -.-
& he stopped me from training till saturday -.-

Even used this story to scare me:
You know nowadays there are many NS men collapsing & die. I was involved in the investigation & I helped out in the post mortem and guess what we found. Most of these men are diagnosed with Influenza a few days before they died, but they didnt take it seriously & continued training. Which leads to them dying of heart problems.

OKAY. damn it. Mummy just called jiao lian to tell him.
& seems like he gave up on me already
Already guessed this day would come.
Ah, I'm not improving anyway, stagnent at this stage forever.
Just that the feeling really sucks, slowly seeing others getting better & better
while me continueing being the same lousy shit. hahaha
Guess I should not bother so much anymore & just train.

& atleast baby was sweet enough to company these few days taking care of me
and although he keeps complaining it's super boring at home he still stayed & take care of me :)
sweet , i love you baby.

GodBless, it's in our hands now.

2009-07-13T23:52:00.003+08:00

Happy 5th Month My Dear,

- I know we've been through alot, quarrelled much cause of our sensitivity, possesiveness, insecurities and more. I know you are going through a tough time now baby, so I won't bother you with my troubles for the time being, hope ya'll start your new independent life soon alright baby? So cherry'll be able to see darling everyday, haha. Sometimes though I wish you would really try understanding me, spare a thought for me, not hurt my feelings just cause you want to win a quarrel & stop being unreasonable, but I guess I am pretty much the same as you. So no complains baby d: haha. But I hope as time passes down, we'll get to know each other better, well, I think I'm starting to understand you. Guess it's a good sign :) But one thing is for sure, I really hope you give me a chance to do my part as your girlfriend, friend, bestfriend, buddy, sister & everything else in the world. & please not hide so much important stuff from me cause that hurt my feelings too d: I really want to help you when you're down & share your joy when ya're happy, so don't deprive me of this chance alright? I am not as useless as you think I am, Molerat has her prowess to alright? c(; I really love you freaking kazillion billion trillion hell loads :) I wanna walk down the aisle with you, waiting for your proposal after NS darling :) Don't forget okay? -

with loads of love,
Cheryl

Here's a little song for you baby :)

( just for you cause I thought it kind of expressed how I feel for you )

I’m waking up
The world is turning
The sun is shining again
I’m holding on
To things I shouldn’t
It’s time to let them go
I’ve been on a losing streak
Hit so hard I couldn’t speak
But when I hear Your voice it fades away

And I can hear You say
It’s a brand new day
The pain goes away
I’m headed for the door
And I’m going home
I’m going home
I’m going home
I’m going home

Your love, it burns
Away my darkness
You guide me when I’m blind
You are the light
That shines inside me
Showing me I’m
So much more
When I’ve been on a losing streak
Hit so hard I couldn’t speak
But when I hear Your voice it fades away

Take me into Your arms
My home lies within Your heart

I LOVE YOU DEARRRRRRR :)

VERY IMPORTANT PERSON AWARD

2009-07-13T00:14:00.004+08:00

VERY IMPORTANT PERSON AWARD

presented to

-> Eugene Tan Yong Jing <-

Be it Hereby Recognised That The Above-Named Person Is The Very Important Person In My Life, By Virtue Of Many Demostrated Acts, Among Which Are These:

- Always Being There When I Need You

- Understanding My Moods & Knowing My Desirest Desires

- Loving Me When I'm Up, Down & In-Between

- Being A Source Of Patience, Love & Strength, Even When I'm Irrational

- Somehow Always Bringing Out The Best In Me

- Even When Taken-For-Granted By Me, Continuing To Provide For The Needs & Desires Of The Unpredictable Creature I Am

In Grateful Acknowledgement Of All Of The Above, I Promise To Stand By You Regardless Of What Happens

....................................................................SiGNED: Molerat :)

p/s sorry baby if this ain't original, but I thought it really meant alot & it really applies to how I feel for you :)

& although I know I can't do as much as your friends do for you, but I'll continuing trying my best in being the best gf ya could ever have.

Regardless of what ya think of yaself, you are the best boyfriend ever, the guy that elludes so much charm he is able to blow me away with a few words& baby, definetely, you are THE most handsome & adorable guy I have ever seen, In terms of character & looks :) who doesn't have shortcomings? But i'll try rid mine for you baby :) I love you sweetheart. No more quarrels (unless you start it d;) & I'll be here for you through it all, although what I can do for you aint much, but hope it'll help you in some other small ways ;) Can't wait to grow old with you & see your muscles turn into fats d: I love you baby :) so muccchhhhhhhhhhh :)

tipsy turvy torvy

2009-07-11T23:06:00.002+08:00

first thing first, HAPPY BIRTHDAY VALERIE :)

Anyway, I was so busy these few days I've forgotten something very important..
THANK YOU EVERYBODY FOR THE BIRTHDAY WISHES :D
Especially Ann for the cake :)
& the fencers who sang birthday song for valerie & me :)
Thank you everybody for the birthday texts & facebook comments :)
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.
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AND BABY :) THANK YOU FOR THAT REALLY PRETTY NECKLACE. I LOVE YOU :)

FSI was fun, had it's ups & down. &like ann said, got to learn from it.
Hahas, can't wait for team event, it's going to be so fun :)

I have so much homework undone, & at least 20 hours of slept debt to repay!
So much work, so little time :(

Like how you forgiven me in the past, I've done the same for you :)
I just want this to work out cox I love you dear :)
Baby, I miss you badly.

Baby's been really busy working & working out lately.
& my definition of lately is only 1 day! :(
Damn it, I miss him so so badly :(
Won't be able to meet baby tmrw either, just hope we'll be able to spend our 5th month anniversary together :\
Mummy's not letting me out, &he's afraid to drop by now.
Ahh. I'll go mental at this rate. I need you to crap with me baby :(
I really miss you :(
Molerat needs chipmunk this instance but guess he doesn't know :(

ANYWAY, going to collect my buscard from yanling tomorrow :)
Yes! No more of having to spend so much on bus fares :)
I want to go down to RP tomorrow if baby's not going to come look me up.

God Bless :)

where everything becomes clear

2009-07-11T01:54:00.004+08:00

Life isn't as well as expected these few days.
Firstly, look at the time & I'm not sleeping, I should soon.
FSI is tomorrow, wish me luck.

Anyway, I dropped my bus card in school today.
Thankfully YanLing picked it up.
And the best was yet to come, cramped the whole day.
Baby was so sweet to cab down to send me home once I texted him.
& now he is broke because of me, hahaha. My awesome boyfriend.

Anyway, weapon check at RP later on.
Baby sent me there, sadly to say, the parting wasn't of what I expected.
Yes, seeing people fence, being with my seniors never fails to make me happy.
Good things never last long. Ohyes, Thanks to Mckell(?) for sending us to the mrt station.
& nic for that super sweet text, such a awesome senior :D

Went to find baby to clear things up after training.
Same thing happenned again. It never fails to.
You always say I didn't put you first, like how you do to me. Well, after so long of trying to please you & giving my all & it's never enough. I asked myself, if you really love me that much, would you enjoy seeing me go through all these shit, choosing between fencing & you. If you really do love me alot, why can't you just give way to me. Why is it I'm the one always taking your thanrums without saying much, tolerating you showing me face when ya're not happy & begging you not to go when we quarrel. Noticed, you rarely does this. Knowing I have my family, studies & fencing, I can't be there for you 24/7. I have my commitments, you have yours. How is it possible you are able to compare both of us. You always say I don't treasure you, if i don't, why would I do so much for you which you deem insignificant compared to what you do for me. One thing is for sure, as I am always trying to be there for you like you always never fail to expect me to, where are you when I need you. Please, do you really treasure me. I have to admit, I am very touched that you rushed down for me today to pick me up knowing I was having such bad cramps. But what about the incident where you wouldn't even try to cheer me up when I was pissed, instead blame me for throwing thantrums at you, and getting angry at me. Or get angry every time I complain to you about random things, instead of just letting me vent it all out, I have to take in more again. I realise you really care about your image, when something happens, I am always painted as the bad guy and you the good. I don't care, but you push it everytime. For the first time, I heard you admit that you are wrong today, but must something as big as this happen so that you can realise that both of us have faults, not only me. I'm sorry if you realised I'm not worth everything, & you regret everything you do for me. That phone call where you pushed it so bad, hurt me so badly just so that you can reach your aim, I will NEVER forget. Although that was super bastard of you, I didnt say much, knowing you had a good purpose. If your feelings for me can be swayed because of what others say, I am speechless. I know by saying this I'm going to be a bitch, but still.. my friends say you're not worth it, from your actions, you are always taking me for granted. You are very unreasonable & never spared a thought for me, understanding me & giving way to me. I'm not implying anything, I didn't bother much bout all the shit I;ve been going through knowing we had our fair share of good times together hoping for more to come. But, you always look on the bad side, making all my efforts to make this relationship happy futile. Now it's up to you, I never had a say. Maybe only on the surface. Still..
I love you

It's always my family there for me in the end.
haha, God Bless :)

p/s i miss you baby

TIME TO GET BACK ON TRACK

2009-07-03T23:06:00.001+08:00

no more time to lose, time to pick it up & fight

anyway, english journal writing homework was to write about your strength as a person.
It was then I realised, I've none.
Haha, I wasted 16 years of my life.

that's when I realise

2009-07-02T23:26:00.002+08:00

Missed training twice this week. Damn it. I should stop being like this.
Anyway, got informed last minute extra topic added in for Social Studies test.
Spent the whole wednesday night rushing to study it.

Daddy just brought the whole family to Han's River for an early birthday dinner(:
Since he wouldn't be able to take leave next week.
Haha, I love my family.

Anyway, I should stop trying to get my point across, each time it fails miserably, I'll get blamed for everything& I'll end up feeling like shit. Or more often crying like a baby. Maybe I should continue what I do best.
Shut Up & do nothing. Bottle everything up, take everything in.
Then I'll be super robot, void of all feelings.

nvm. GOD BLESS

duhhh..uhuhhh

2009-06-19T18:03:00.002+08:00

damn, it always happen.

anyway, quote of the day(definitely not by me) :
Guys who eat Old Chang Kee sotong sticks are cool because they look like they're chewing gum.

yea -.-

A special thanks to a certain junior of mine for helping me out.

On a totally different issue, it's time for me to self reflect

convinced

2009-06-15T21:23:00.003+08:00

Hahaha, I'm happy, so much for being paranoid. All settled with a sweet phone call (:

Now, I was happy.
Damn the moodswing.
Damn how much you mean to me.
Damn all the little things you do that upset me.
Damn me for being so paranoid.

Additionally,
Convinced to trust.
Forced to believe.
Physco-ed it's fair.
Brainwashed I'm the most important.

But so far, not convinced/don't believe/questioning/doubting that if it's true.
Cause I don't feel that way.
Maybe I'm asking for just too much.

Anyway on a lighter note, I've a tanning buddy. Cool.

God does wonders, I love Him (:

God has His plans (:

2009-06-14T16:50:00.003+08:00

COMPLACENCY IS EVIL.
I am complacent.

hahahhahahahahha (:

Thank you Ann for helping me!! (:

I am enlightened. I am Happy. hahahhaa ^^

God Bless, Have Faith (:

Just want to isolate

2009-06-13T00:22:00.003+08:00

I've got a gut feeling I'm going to screw up Sunday's Competition.

& on another different note, the one with more potential should go
Although sad, but still. It's the right thing (:

I LOVE Tess Gerristsen's books. So cool, So exciting.
I could just isolate myself for a whole day just to read finish all the books.

I should learn to relax & not be scared of everything cause I'm starting to feel like a loser.
Alright, maybe I'm already one. Hahaha

Ah yes, church tmrw (: Finally, I can't wait.

Sometimes I really do wish we really understand each other.
Then I wouldn't feel the way I am feeling now.

Chill Cheryl. Chill. God has it all planned. Just work hard.

Gosh, I need a shoulder now.

ByeBye, I miss my prawn mee.

HAHAHA, this post is retarded, not to mention redundant.

God Bless & Have Faith (:

It's the life

2009-06-11T23:49:00.002+08:00

I'm Bored & I can't sleep due to certain reasons.
So I've decided to post this redundant post.
I'm currently enjoying camping infront of the computer drinking sweet indocafe cappuccino , snacking on chocolate chips cookies & watching retarded South park.
Aw man, this is THE life. I guess.

Bye, God Bless, Have Faith (:

Sweet Cherry Chapsticks

2009-06-11T22:57:00.007+08:00

Yoxzxzxzxzxzxzxxzx ~
National Championship's this Sunday, ah, screwed \:

Anyway, went swimming with baby @ jurong complex today (:
Although something really unexpected & unwanted happenned, still had fun doing nothing in the wave pool (:
Head to baby's house after that to rest.
I think I'm really black from the tan, baby says otherwise. But his ahma agrees I'm super black
-.-
Baby's mummy sent me home again today (: awesome, thank you! (: so sweet (:

Anyway, Science Center the other day, had fun camwhoring.
But I still think there's not enough pictures ):
Here's the pictures me&baby took (:

2009-06-06T14:31:00.001+08:00

HAHAHAHA, love's fussing over a small pimple on his arm.

So adorable! (: & unglam. hahahahas.

love ya baby.

It's the same, but different

2009-06-03T15:51:00.002+08:00

I've been busy with training & baby.
The O'level Chinese Paper 1&2 is over.
I'm tired. I need a day, where I can just sleep, sleep & sleep.

I hate it when people lie to me, I hate it even more when that person is someone so close to me, someone so dear to me, someone whom I love, so much. I hate it most, when that person lies to me, over & over again, & I've to find out the truth from someone else. I hate it.

I need more time to spend with my family, I need more time to spend with my friends.
I want a normal date. I want to do what normal 16 year olds do.

FI FAI FOU FAM

2009-05-21T20:22:00.002+08:00

YO :)
English Major Module test today,
& no, I did not forget to do any questions :)

Hahaha, guess what! There are so many moths in my room!
AHH, couldn't stand them flying around the light, so i switched them off.
But the moths lost their way and ended up buzzing around my desk.
Therefore I caught them with a tissue & flicked them out the window.
But there was this one guy, whom even after the attempt to flick him out of the window,
continued hanging tightly on the tissue.
& guess what, I went to check if the moth was still on the tissue, & it was.
Freak, & the tissue was like just 15cm away from my face -.-
I screamed, flung the tissue towards the window, & the tissue swiped pass Joey's face by just a little pinky spacing away.
She screamed, I screamed. Hahahaha. I am a loser.

Anyway, baby was talking about how hot Wonder Girls was. I had to see it for myself.
& WOW. They are hot, they are awesomely unbelievably hot. & yes, they can sing.
Hahaha, thanks baby, increased my chances of not being straight c(:

Anyway, Rec Room with Rachel Bestfriend & Joey Rommie after English Paper 2 :)

I guess that's all :) Bye Bye

He'll always be there, God Bless :)

nothing, as it states, nothing

2009-05-20T15:04:00.004+08:00

The start of the day, TERRIBLE.
I knew i was dumb, retarded, slow & stupid. But never to this extent.
Had geography mock test today, the front page had 2ai & 2aii on it. I only did these questions.
Guess what, there were still 2b & 2c at the back. & I actually studied till one in the morning for this. Kudos Cheryl.

EVERYONE, CHEER UP :)
Everyone's here for everyone :)
Nothing's too high to reach, nothing's too hard to acheive.
Faith in everything & anything :)

Alright, math class was fun :) Ms.Shaun did a practical 'game' to help us practice calculating interest,tax,hire purchase etc. I was a consumer, 30 married with a kid. Haha. Cool.

HAHAHAs, take a look at my horoscope friendster provided:
In any close relationship, open communications is critical! So if you think that someone you love is holding back their true feelings, don't wait another day to get to the bottom of it. They have been sending mixed signals your way, and it's been understandably frustrating for you. But you don't have to put up with it. The two of you have a solid foundation, which means you can cut to the chase and ask them directly what is really going on.

*hint hint

Okay, English Major Module Test tomorrow. Got to go study now. Training later. Byebye :)

GodBless! :)

when it all comes crashing down

2009-05-17T19:52:00.004+08:00

HELLO EVERYBODY :)

here's a little quote by my uncle: In life there are always sunny days & rainy days. Learn to take things easy.

How I wish I could practise this. But I know clearly, it's practically impossible given my character.

Ohwell, I had loads to post about, but once I start typing, I can't remember a single thing.

I missed 4 days of training in a row, I'm screwed.

I need to start mugging, major mods start this week. I am going to motivate myself to do well.

How I wish you didnt mean so much to me, I'd feel so much better.

I AM SELFISH. I SUCK.

byebye, GodBless :)

'm tired of being worried, I'm tired of being kept in the dark.
But one thing's for sure, I'm not going to get tired loving you.
Maybe you are right, I'm not ready for a relationship yet.
Please tell me you still truely love me, please dont keep things from me anymore.
It'll feel much better if you tell me everything at one go, rather then slowly, it hurts so much more.
I love you baby. so much

HAPPY 3 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY MY LOVE

2009-05-13T21:31:00.002+08:00

It's been 3 months, filled with memories I'll never forget.
Baby, we've been through a lot, we've experienced much & baby, so far till forever, we're still one heart :)
& hey love, it's 3 months, yaknow what it means right? ;)
haha, it's 3 months, 3 months!! Super awesome ;)
Although we are pretty much different and because of my commitments, we seldom spend time together, baby, don't give up on me alright? My forever is set on spending it with you:)
I love you hubby :) happy 3 months and counting sweetheart :)

I missed training today, jiaolian's gonna be so pissed.
But, this time, it ain't really my fault.
I was having my dinner, all ready to board the bus to head for training.
When I received a call from my junior, saying she cancelled the bus.
& we agreed to go for training in the morning. stunned.

Anyway, at least I did some training, badminton with Joey,Vanessa,Shireen,Gabriel&YaoZhong.
Credits to Gabriel for getting the rackets .
Haha, at least I enjoyed myself.

Had learning journey today, Little India was our destination.
I learnt lemongrass wards off mosquitos, a flower-lookalike veggie used in rojaks can be rubbed on mosquitoes bites to ease the itch & cinnamons can be placed in places where you store uncooked rice to ward off bugs&insects.
The guide brought us to taste different indian food. Not bad I'd say.
Do you know northern-indians pierce their right nose, & southern-indians pierce their left nose.
All in all, Joey&Me made a new song on indians. We sure are creative.

Joey's all high now, her auntie is coming to bring her her brunchner. (breakfast,lunch,dinner)
Hahaha, gotta thank her for letting me use her lappy :)

That's all, I'm hungry. I missed lunch.

GodBless :)

p/s. I miss my family :(

spish spash splash

2009-05-08T17:40:00.002+08:00

yooo :) hahahaha
today's my school holiday, awesome :)
Baby's not feeling well, thus decided to drop by to see him today.
baby's really sick, headache, flu and all. tsk :(
I went for a swim just now, baby went too.
I shouldn't have let him swim, it'd make his condition even worse. :(
Baby's grandma's cooking dinner :), gonna have it before heading for training.
As I am blogging, baby's sleeping and sneefing like a little boy. Isn't that cute or what. :)

There was a random call from mummy, telling me that she bought 2 cartons of milk from her boss, but her boss sold it to another by mistake. Therefore, she gotta wait till next wednesday for the milk, but was disappointed cause she thought that if she could bring it home today, we could drink it together. Seriously, I love my mum, hardcore. She's the best, so sweet, so adorable, so loving. No wonder daddy chose her. Haha, awesome choice.

Baby just had a nightmare of me leaving him again, silly boy. He's now back sleeping, so adorable :) I've no idea how to assure him those are just dreams, and for as long as I know. It won't happen. It's different this time. It's my longest relationship ever. It's gonna be my last relationship ;)

baby, I'm sorry for not being able to give ya commitment due to fencing. I'm sorry, I can't stop fencing baby, you do know how much it means to me. But you mean even more, I've really no idea what to do baby. Please give me more time, please do wait. I can't bring myself to stop fencing, I can't bring myself to do stuff that'll lead you to leave me either. I need a solution, a solution that'll never exist. Baby, you've to know how much I love you, how serious I'm about us, how I really want this to last, how I cant never bring myself to let you go. I love you baby. Get Well Soon :) muacks :)

sweet scent of valentine roses

2009-05-08T00:07:00.002+08:00

I changed my blogskin! haha, stating the obvious -.-
ohwell, school these few days was pretty okay.
But could be better, haha. wanna know why ...
It's cause I've already started planning to revise for major mods,
but everytime I wanna sit down & start, the urge to sleep kicks in, and my bed seems more alluring then ever.
& I've been subconciously assuring myself I've still weeks to go. Damn ya Cheryl, damn you.

Not to forget training, it's impossible to forget anyway. Training've been pretty weird. I can't put my finger on it. Ah, who cares. Just train. Haha

I miss my Family. :( & Now I'm happy that I'm home :)

okays, Love's done with his stuff. It's time to sleep :)

God Bless :)

start to the end

2009-05-03T19:06:00.005+08:00

I've not been blogging for quite some time, mainly 'cause I'm too busy trying to manage my life, or the thought of having to blog about so much stuff puts me off.

And although my life has pretty much been not-so-happy these few weeks.

I think I'm just gonna blog briefly about some stuff.

Belfast was cool. It's really an eye opener. :)

And once again, it never fails to remind me how lousy am I and that I should stop slacking and start training hard to get on par with them.

School in general, it sucks. I think i might fall in love with studying.
But one thing for sure, I'm already in love with my roomie, Joey. She's a gem. Friends like her is like a needle in a haystack. :)
ohyes, I need to stop ponning gym, seriously. I need to start getting in touch with the world.

Family, supportive. I think I've mentioned before how imperfect each of us may seem, but to me it's the best family one could ever have. I like small family outings, like on Labour Day where we spent the day tiding up the house, and then heading to a gaint Sheng Shiong in Bedok to spam snacks. Only snacks. How cool is that. :)

Chipmunk, we have our ups and downs. And although things aren't as it used to be, and things may seem like it's getting out of hand. Love, I know things will get better. We both are putting in so much, there's no reason for us not to last. I'm sorry for quarelling with you the past few days, been very temperamental and misinterpreting alot of things. Not to forget I've been really paranoid too. Hun, I'm going to stick it out with ya till the end, & to the breaks&patches ya forsee in the future, I'll try my best to not let that occur. I don't want to be away from you, not even for a second. I love you :)

- face of an angel, heart of pure gold, a love so strong, I'll never let you go -

byebyebyebyebye, i missssss singaporeee

2009-04-01T18:04:00.002+08:00

byebye singapore, hello belfast in many hours time.
ohwell, hey baby, cheryl dont waanna see gene upset like that.
ya got tons of bros that care for ya, ya'll feel equally loved :)

CHEER UP CHIPMUNK :)

2009-04-01T02:03:00.002+08:00

EUGENE TAN YONG JING! as cherry was saying she didnt think spamming ya tagboard with mesgs aint right, plus slowly as new tags surface, all those cherry've planned to type may disappear over time. Thus, being the selfish, possesive, bhb girl that cherry is. She decided to type it into a post so it's more memorable & presentable. wahaha

chipmunk's been really stressed lately, well, pretty much because of cherry too. it aint easy being baby. but love, ya gotta know that molerat & chipmunk are designed for each other, where one cant do without another. therefore my love, no matter how tough things can get, deep down inside us we have a undiscovered ability which allows us to pull through ever problem posed to us, making us stronger than before. Well, sweetheart, ya're the special one that i ever cried for infront of, the special one that can make cherry cry on the spot on the thought of baby leaving cherry to be with another girl, the special one that cherry shed so many tears for, the special one cherry can display that super unglam side of her to(which cherry might proudly say, laughing till she spits her bubble tea out, laughing till her saliva sprinkles out, showing baby the monsterous way cherry can actually eat, the just woke up in the morning with the unkept hair look, having cherry slipper split on her, thrice, cherry's super ugly birthmark and more), the special one that cherry dont mind being stared at with playing in the train like a mentally disabled kid, the special one that cherry can talk crap with, the special one which my mum already acknowledge as her son-in-law, the special one that my mum (for the first time) trusts so much that she doesnt mind baby&cherry hanging out alone at home, or(for the first time), actually invites baby to stay over if he doesnt have a last train back cox she doesnt want him to waste money. hahaha.baby heck care if other couples we might know split, & no worries, it doesnt affect ya image.hahas, sorry for being so paranoid, so moody, so sensitive so unreasonable at times baby.

thanks for not blaming cherry:) wahahas. looking forward to our little honeymoon in june baby:)

last but not least, i love you sweetheart :)

FLY KITTY, FLYYYYY

2009-04-01T00:42:00.005+08:00

warning : this is going to be a really long post.

alright. gonna post randomly in no particular order.
1) OMGosh
2) "babe" conflict
3) SSS fencers rocking asses
4) THANK YOU
5) BABY, and more BABY :)

OMGosh
IM LEAVING TODAY, TONIGHT! LIKE TONIGHT FOR BELFAST.
only'll be back in singapore on 12th April. :(
i'm scared, i'm missing my family already, i miss my mummy, i miss my daddy, i miss my big brother, i miss my little brother, i miss my adrable little cousin, i miss my friends, i miss school, i miss training, i miss my seniors & last but not least. i miss my baby :(
hahahaha, noobshit.

"babe" conflict
hahaha, this is hilarious.
so there was this unknown number that keeps texting me all sorts of screwed weird chain texts
so i ask who is this. alright, i asked twice, on different occassions.
& she, who happens to be my senior in my old school, prcs
had to ans me twice. haha
so i said something like oh sorry, take care babe.
hahahahas, who knew, this led to her asking to probing even further, like
do you call everyone babe?
den what do you call guys?
do you call them hunks? LOL
so i got a little irritated & asked her back, twice
why so interested..
then, hahahas, she was like: ask only what, ask got problem ah.
HAHAHAHAHAS, screwed shit. hahahas, my answer was even more screwed:
are you trying to pick a fight?
den she called me GL, which is guai lan.
and she insisted i was guai lan, and i asked her the definition of it,
so she gave me this really weird definition which i think is totally stupid even though i cant define it myself.
hahaha, && even more retarded, she texted me the next day:
i think that love is in the air^^ wanna know why? text me back.
HAHAHAHAHAHS, this is so freaking retarded, i just needed to post this up.
HAHAHAHAHHA

SSS fencers rock asses
although i sucked balls at my last interschool & screwed it up.
but still, CONGRATS ALL SSS FENCERS FOR DOING DO WELL :)
for B div, both men's foil & women's epee got the overall champ :)
and SSS women epee fencers took 3 places out of the top 4. Adelyn 1st, Valerie 3rd :)
SSS men's foil fencers rocks balls too, Daniel 2nd, Benedict & Favian top 8 :)
SSS men epee, hahahas, benedict, top 8 :)
an awesome job.
&& never to forget OLD KING KOH:) for coming down to support us, and encourage us :D
well, i'll stop here. i'll leave myself out this time. i should screw myself, complacent is a sin.

THANK YOU
TO ANN:) for lending me her bag, and her body wire. not to forget that package of candies for my flight. wahahahas, THANK YOUUU :):)
TO DEIRDRE:) for lending me her fs black tracksuit :) wahahha, waking up just to pass it to me.
TO ALL THE SENIORRRSSSS, thank you for the well wishes. wahahahas :)

BABYBABYBABY
all she can say, she loves you :)
and though sometimes, it's so tiring that it feels like nothing else can be done
she knows one way or another, we'll still make it through.
but now, all she want for us it to get through this.
it's tiring her out, it's draining her energy.
but she knows, her baby aint having it any better than her.
is there one way, to maintain good grades, to not sacrifice fencing, to be able to spend enough time with her family, with her friends, have time to be alone, study hard and have baby at the same time?
she knows, she's asking for the best of all worlds, which is never possible. but at least, she gotta try.
baby, this is tiring, but we'll make it through :)
& love, thanks for always sending me home, thanks for rushing down to find me as long time permits, thanks for hanging out with my family, thanks for loving, thanks for caring, thanks for never giving up on me :)
some things cant be put to words, but the best way to say it, i love you:)

BYEBYEBYE, that's alllllll. God Bless :)

SWIM NEMO SWIM

2009-03-28T18:07:00.002+08:00

wahahhas, now blogging using bf's com :D
went swimming in the morning with baby, & his bro, mr.president.
slacked at his house till now, going off for dinner now.
wahahahahs, BYEBYE

interschool next monday, all the best to all fencers :D
wahahahhas, leaving or belfast on april's fool night,
coming back on 12th April morning. wahahas,
gonna miss school like crazy, the hmwk i've got is insane. damndamndamn

GONNA MISS BAB LIKE CRAZYYY
dont wanna see him upset cox of me....
wahahahsa,I LOVE YOU BABY :D <3

BYEBYEBYEBYEBYE, GODBLESSSS :)

for baby, the one that melts my heart

2009-03-20T16:54:00.001+08:00

blessed smiles he brought to her face
charm that never fails to make her stay
hugs that freezes moments of time
kisses that could last a lifetime
he's someone she'd never wanna lose
someone special she'll never fail to choose

every little thing he do,
is etched in her heart like a tatoo,
although she seldom shows her love
her care, her concern, her attention.
but deep inside he gotta know
her love for him's more than just getting snow
so true, so special, so unique
heart grows fonder with each peck on her cheek.

so here she hope such a beauty will last
where as days pass, love grows, so'll trust
one fine day wedding bells'll ring
the memorable day where they'll exchange rings
solemn pledges of love for each other
where they'll never leave one another

Anyone can be passionate, but it takes real lovers to be silly

2009-03-17T19:52:00.003+08:00

hahas, im really not in the mood to blog lately, but haha, nvm
missed training on mon &tues, still relying on medication. urk.

well, life is always awesome with family, friends, &&&& love :)

this is going to be a really long post, i guess. planning to blog bout tons of stuff.

SATURDAY, 14 March 2009
IT'S ME & LOVE ONE MONTH ANNIVERSARY :)
well, train-ed & met up with him at redhill mrt, den took a train down to westmall,
when we walked in the cabin, saw unclekoh& auntie koh. hahas, shocked.
acted really decent infront of them, hahaha, even refused to give him peck, sorry hun c(:

alright so, had macdonalds & headed to west mall.
caught two m18 movies, hahaha, awesome balls.
first watched Watchman, i'd say it sucks, all the talking, no action.
hahaha, baby& I was so bored. sorry love for choosing this show.

bought tickets for bloody valentine next :) baby watched that show already,
but he still went ahead cox i said i wanted to catch it. awesome or what :)
went to get lunch/dinner before the show.
had korean stuff, & coincidentally, auntie was working there. hahaha, cool.
she gave us discount, no wait, she gave baby a discount.
ohyes, baby pays for everything when we go out, i mean everything.
seriously, where can ya find such a awesome boyfriend. wahahas, imma lucky shit :D
Bloody valentine was a awesome show, wahahas, but spent most of the time covering my face, hahas, no balls.

alright, my slipper broke halfway. hahaha, cox i ran, baby pulled me back, it tore. hahaha
damn cartoon, most memorable first month ever man :) glued it back, but it broke again, & baby glued it back for me again :)
wahahas, he got super glue all over his hand cox of me, hahahas, thanks baby :)
went to his house to get his stuff, but his friend cancelled the study session last minute so slacked at his house. wahahaha

he sent me home, met don @ cityhall, they waited for my bus to come before leaving :)
sweet.

SUNDAY 15 MARCH 2009
slept till late afternoon, woah, shiok. hahaha
went to horny's house & meet her :)
the way she & don dresses up for an event's damn cute. seriously. hahaha
saw one of my primary school friend there, haha, damn cool.
had fun @ the event with horny, wahahas. she's damn hot & cool. hahahahahha

gotta chao, post more next time.

HELLO

2009-03-13T18:04:00.003+08:00

YO, after such a long time, im blogging :)
hahahs, well, back from hong kong :)
had fun eating&eating&eating with Ann :)
shopping a bit, & training with nic&vicky :)
missed school on thurs&friday cox im sick
wonder how im gonna catch up with all my mod test.

well, a string of events happenned, both good&bad
but still, 'm thankful to everyone for everything :)

like my cardiovascular system, baby's something i cant live without :)
thanks for everything love, nothing beats this :)

i miss school. i think im sick.
hahahas
alright, skip the shit, here's the pictures.

bitches and bastards

2009-03-02T01:34:00.003+08:00

realised how i can actually screw someone's life up without feeling a pinch
now i know what kind of karma's going to happen to me
hahahas, im so sorry An.

okays, went out with val today :)
wahahas, well we were both late. hahahas
hmm, well we went shopping, she bought this dress which makes her look even hotter
but apparently she doesn't think so. hahas, even baby said she's pretty :)
hmmm, i bought this white dress that when i wear it, i look like a flower girl for a wedding.
hahahas, hmmm, had fun with love today ! :) she's an awesome shopping partner la please :D

alright, baby, sorry for acting so weird these few days.
i've not changed alright.. hahaha
just more paranoid & worried than usual. hahahas
hmmm, wonder if i can really make ya happy . wahaha :)
wellllll... baby i love yaaa ~ :D

love, something like this can never be replaced.
something like this is never gonna come again,
something as special as this i'll treasure for life.
you are..
the spark that relights every dying flame
the smile on my face
the sugar rush that keeps me up all night
the motivation for me to exel
the reminder for me to behave
the new addition to my already awesome family
the brightest star in my dark night sky
the drug that keeps me addicted
the one that keeps me going
everything i'd ever need
so much more than i can ever ask for.
thank you for being my boyfriend.
& to all girls out there, he's my boy.
hahahahahas, proud to love him & enjoying it.

WELL. TO A CERTAIN 2 CLOSE BROTHERS
you guys obviously treasure what you guys have between each other.
i've no idea why you guys are giving it up cox of someone like her.
she's never gonna get this off her conscience.
i dont understand, she dont understand.

my love for you is like

2009-03-01T00:29:00.002+08:00

365 days a year, 30 days each month
8760 hours a year, 720 hours each month, 24 hours a day
525 600 minutes a year, 43 200 minutes each month, 1440 minutes a day, 6o minutes every hour
31 536 000 seconds a year, 2 592 000 seconds each month, 86 400 seconds a day, 3600 seconds every hour, 60 seconds each minute :)

how i screwed up

2009-02-28T19:53:00.001+08:00

what did i do. what the heck did i do.
from best of brothers to this.
cheryl, ya can go eat shit & die.

and yet they say

2009-02-28T00:36:00.003+08:00

women are contradicting creatures,
but sometimes, dont ya think men are equally contradicting as us
or maybe even worse. so why not a statement like men are fickleminded.
realised it has always been women are... women are...
how unfair.

and ms.ong was talking about this topic in english class
Singaporean men are the only species of men that carry their girlfriend/spouses handbag.
And one class had this debate & they concluded that men carry their gf/spouses handbag cox they are afraid to lose their other half.
but seriously, isnt it just a case of being a gentleman.
so why do some people think doing so is gay. gentleman is hot, definitely not gay in any sense.

so, school was school. had cdp after school.played this really weird game on managing fiances where we had to fold aeroplanes to make money.
& there's like 3 different types of aeroplanes, wow. && they're hard to fold -.-
went to find boyf after school, saw horny&narelle at the mrt station so took the same train as them :)

well, as gay as it sounds my boyf can actaully bake. haha
he's cheese cake was awesome, although it was soft but still.. it was good. really good :D
anyway, was late for training -.- hahas. but boyf sent me to outside sports hall even though he wasnt feeling well. hahas, cool :)
just cant stop worrying, he's at dan's house now, & i've no idea how things are going.
hope things will be fine again. hope if they actually do treasure each other
they wont cold war each other over a bitch. haha

training was poules today.. training would be so boring without the seniors around :)
after training my stomach started to kick up a fuss wreaking havoc in my weak enough body.
i could just roll on the floor and not get up.

but benedict being as sweet as always, took care of me all the way :)
including carrying my impossibly heavy bag all the way to pasir ris.
and from there, ernest took my bag and carried it :)
ensuring i could reach my busstop w/o dying halfway by taking the same bus as me,
only returning my bag only once i reached my stop. hahas
awesome, i got so cool friends. now i cant complain life's being unfair
oh maybe a little, slept almost the whole journey through back to pasir ris.
well, the train jerked at some point & i bit my tongue by accident. hahahas.
seriously, no one can get more dumb than this. plus my previous injury i inflicted on my tongue.
im having problems eating & drinking now. & i talk like a twit. hahahaha

hope the pain will go away, so can go out with horny tmrw :)
've been ps-ing her for guys, not a nice thing to do
been a long time since chilling with her :) miss it :D

alright, jus tidied up my super messy room. guess'll head to bed soon.
that's all. God Bless ya'll. lots of love from above :)
sweet dreams & good night

a little too not over you

2009-02-25T12:48:00.002+08:00

ahhh, school's school.
i missed training again yesterday. stupid ass cheryl, good job
okay, im gonna train today, wahahahaha.

im getting tired really easily, sleeping in classes is something i hate, now im doing it.
shit, i should start sleeping early, it's really taking it's toll on me
damn it.

okays, HORNY! get well soon alright :)

i miss home, hahas, & time seems to pass really slowly -.-
shit, i need to set my priorities straight. damn it cheryl, wake up.

okays, byebye. off to homework i go.
GodBless :)

this is for you.

just cant figure why am i feeling this way

7days a week.

2009-02-24T10:14:00.002+08:00

hahahas, school's alright i guess
coping better than expected so far, although i missed morning gym today cox i cant get up
hahas, so it means i gotta gym after school ! AHHHH

friends are awesome, although roommate's MIA & im all alone.
hahahhas, okays, maybe sch's better than alright. it's pretty cool.

OHYEA, ANN's BACK ! WOOOAAAAHHHHH :)

that's all, God Bless, BYESSSSS :)

something's getting me worried.

my legal estacy

2009-02-23T05:45:00.001+08:00

okay, off to school i go.

hahas, retarded post.

GodBless :)

just wanna say,
misses to bf :)

druken stupor

2009-02-22T20:08:00.002+08:00

hmm, the feb/jan babies birthday party last night at parc oasis.
Don, Feroz, Kenny, Jason & Gene :)
wahahas, horny baked a cake for them! & although she keeps saying her cake is horrible
it is actually pretty nice, the appearance might not be ideal, but it's the thought that counts right
wahahahas,so sweet rightttt :)

hmmmm, the bbq was alright i guess. should see horny bbq-ing, hahahs, damn cute
hahahahahahhas
well, had it's up & downs. shan't mention bout it so much.
okay, enjoyed it overall, wahahaha. :)

baby's mum sent me home in the morning, breakfast before that :)
hmmm, it's pretty fun taking care of ya hun! hahahas, although slightly scary but still
awesome :) hahahas. it was THE nights of nights. a night i'll never forget. hahaha.
first time i actually saw him shed tears.. but it's over & it's cool :)

school tmrw, ahh, hmwking now. hahas, no idea why im blogging.

they're right, why should i let this affect me, it's definitely been a long time since i cried that hard. hahahas, such a pussy. stop thinking bout it, & enjoy the blessing in disguise dumbass,

GodBless & loves :D

you leave me speechless

2009-02-18T22:50:00.004+08:00

school's okay, pretty hectic these few days, shagged to the core
anyway, was at uncle koh;s desk yest to sign & check something
& where talking bout blog post being spammed with vulgarities & all
so i assured him my post werent spammed with vulgarities, he wanted to confirm it
then i realised my post were pretty mushy, so i warned him about it
& he said if i dared to post it, why afraid to let people read it.
HAHAHAHHAS, makes so much sense.

so i decided, this little part here's for my super awesome EugeneTanYongJing :)
& although it's only been 5 days, it's been the sweetest so far :)
dont think so much, & not gonna bother bout what others think
you promised me my leaf woven ring 5 years down the road,
& i'll be expecting it! so dont back out on me halfway alright :)
we might be a weird couple, that's cox we're special :) WAHAHAHAHAHAS
i know can commit this time, so let's make it through, cox i'm always here with you :)

p/s although we always look really bad in photos, but i still wanna camwhore with ya!

(one of the first few photos we took together :)

AHHHH! so much hmwk, okay, so much OVERDUE hmwk! HAHAHHAHAS
HMMMMM, nvmm,

anyway, i should really start training hard instead of giving stupid excuses like
i cant get used to the blade, im still young, im tired, im sick, im weak
cox cheryl, ya know it's not true, ya're just lazy to give ya all
so stop being a dumbass and start training hard la cheryl.

that's all for today! GodBless Ya :) with loads of love from above :)

luckiest girl on earth

2009-02-15T21:28:00.004+08:00

yeap yeap, cadet trials was today!
screwed the round robin up pretty badly,
was worried like some shit.. & i kept panicking, ohoh
& was on the verge of tears like a dozen times
but ya know what, thanks to benlee! i made it!
seriously he's the best friend one could like ever have.
he withstand almost 3 hours of my bullshit, as in non stop, like really
all my:"cannot, really cannot!" "how how how, i cant win her, f*** it la"
and seriously much more irritating shit
hahahahas, but he didnt get pissed off at all, he was like reassuring me
supporting me @ ALL my matches, watching ALL my matches
shouting :"good point" when i score
seriously, he's like the bestfriend one could ever have laaa.
nvm, he's support was like, hahahas, dont know how to put it,
damn touched, that's all i gotta say.

& HELLO, SPORTS SCHOOL OWN THE FINALS PLEASE.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHS
okay, i should start being humble.. but .. heck
WAHAHAHAS. SPORTS SCHOOOOOLLL, AWESOMEEEE!! :)
pictures from UK's BLOG :)

& to all those that cant stand reading mushy stuff, ya can skip this part. hahas
no one's forcing ya to read it! WAHAHAHAHHA

hmm, baby came @ 5 & waited for me outside :)
love accompanied me all the way to bishan to get my research books :)
he was hungry, so had macs, he really can eat! hahaha
and being the usual sweet ass he is, he sent me all the way back to pasir ris
right to my doorstep! *hugss
&taking a train all the way back to jurong!!
OMGGGosh laaa, lucky or what. :)
& he even asked me whether can send me home everytime after training cox he's scared im gonna walk home alone. from chinese garden to pasir ris. :D:D
lucky lucky lucky girl!! :D
& hun, dont think so much okay, we'll make it through :D
either way, i expect to see my woven ring 5 years down the road! wahahaha
love ya baby :D

My Sweet Valentine

2009-02-15T09:35:00.003+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHA , i love valentine, i love the 14th.
spent valentine with gene & horny, :)
sorry babe, for leaving halfway! <3

& baby, even if ya're not photogenic, she'd still wanna take loads & loads of pictures with ya!
thanks for everything chipmunk! the yogurt was awesome laaaaaaa :)
she had fun!so stop saying ya're screwed it up okay. :)

HAPPY belated VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL :)

byebye, off to cadet trials i go.
God Bless :)

baby, here's a song for you!

This I Promise You - NSYNC

THIS I PROMISE YOU (N Sync)

When the visions around you
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surround you
Are secrets and lies

I'll be your strength
I'll give you hope
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call
Was standing here all along

And I will take you in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
'Til the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you

I've loved you forever
In lifetimes before
And I promise you never
Will you hurt anymore

I give you my word
I give you my heart
This is a battle we've won
And with this vow
Forever has now begun

Just close your eyes
Each lovin' day
And know this feeling won't go away
'Til the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you

Over and over I fall
When I hear you call
Without you in my life, baby
I just wouldn't be living at all

And I will take you in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
'Til the day my life is through
This I promise you, baby

Just close your eyes
Each lovin' day
And know this feeling won't go away
Every word I say is true
This I promise you
Every word I say is true
This I promise you
I promise you

hugs and kisses make my wishes

2009-02-13T17:56:00.002+08:00

okay, school was horrible, but i still survived. haha
omgosh, i hate all the homework, all the test,all the make up, the feeling of being lost in class
it SUCKS. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

anyway, something major happenned at home, but who cares
we're still one as family, that's pretty all that matters :)

AHHHH, believe or not, i miss training in korea! hahahas
where was forced to train, dont have to push myself out of my room to do so.

p/s, i know ya'll be reading this, hope things wont get so awkward between ya guys.
it'll only make everyone feel worse

uhuh, & yes. it's valentine's day tmrw.
wahahaha, cant wait :)

hmm, baby's making yogurt, awesome or not.,
hahas, although his chocolate attempt was a disaster but !
so cool, i should go learn how to make yogurt too!
& i shall go finsh up his vday prezzie.

bye, off to complete all the hmwk due.
God Bless :)

little worries

2009-02-09T11:28:00.002+08:00

HAHAHA, IM BACK IN SINGAPORE
& aint too happy bout it. hahahahas
suprisingly, i dont mind training longer, cox it's pretty fun!
& i get to skip school, luan said if she knew i wasnt going for commonwealth juniors
i could stay an extra two weeks with ann! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

okays, now im back in singapore,. i gotta rush all my homework, which is alot
cox i was either too busy or tired to do it in korea!
HAHAHAHAHA

on the bright side, i dont have to constantly miss my family, buddy, friends, school anymore
okay shit. im lazy to get the photos & post them here. sorry. hahaha

p/s i got a really weird feeling, i cant get it off my mind.
is something gonna happen, please dont let anything change..

BYEBYE & GODBLESS. off to homework i go.

misses & loves.

cheese cake

2009-02-04T12:10:00.000+08:00

CHEER UP ALRIGHT ! (:

byebye, 4 more days to singapore!

it's never easy to say goodbye

2009-01-31T20:16:00.002+08:00

Like everything good, love comes & go
But now till forever,
she want you to know.
despite the past & what ya guys’ll have to go through
regret is not gonna be found in her dictionary
since she fell for you, she knows what she needs to go through
no doubt, you are her blessing in disguise.
Someone special., she’ll treasure dearly for life.
8 days away, she’ll miss you in any case
Please take care of yourself these days.
Sorry for letting you go through that phase,
To explain & patch up in her place.

Counting down to july, she wishes they’ll make it through
As one thing’s for sure, she’s head over heels for you.
She’s glad she went out that day,
Or she wouldnt have those 2 sweet pecks to remember for life.

Seriously, just realised i got loads of awesome people around me
Hahahas, thanks for helping, if not, i would be so clueless,
& i’ll most probably screw things up again.

korea's awesome, but training'a going to be crazy next week.
thankfully there's internet.

boy, i miss him crazy

pregnant father, working mother

2009-01-29T19:37:00.005+08:00

seriously, never doubt the impossible :)

from something so unreal,
it's a blessing it's coming true
she never had a clue
they would be able to pull through :)
she bet ya never knew,
your smile's inked in her heart like a tatoo
she's counting down to july, awesome!
awaiting,enjoying,remembering every moment of it :)
her, ftb hubby. hardworking daddy, loving mummy :)

promised someone to take down the previous post & i did :)
hahahahahahahas
okays, i'll post the pics later, gotta pack now. damn.
ALL THE HOMEWORK'S KILLING ME!

mummy's not gonna let me bring lappy
wonder how im gonna get through those 8 days. damndamndamn

God Bless Ya :)

loves,cheryl

[edit, pictures!]

just like before

2009-01-25T18:25:00.004+08:00

steamboat dinner with aunt's family & family just now.
didnt really have the mood to eat, usually i'll be having second/third rounds.
but today, i dont know.

hahas, all of them are playing cards in my room,
so im currently enjoying time to myself sitting in the living room brooding over things

hahas, something's tugging my heartstrings, & i need to find out what is it.
or i'll be have breezers again tonight. wahahahahaha

ADVANCED HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE.
HAVE A FUN & EXCITING YEAR AHEAD :)

if i knew it would turn out like this, if i knew ya wouldnt keep to ya word.
i would have never agreed to it, cheryl's an ass.

ripples effect

2009-01-24T22:38:00.002+08:00

1. didnt go to chinatown cox everyone was really tired.
2. maybe im just being too sensitive, maybe im overreacting

but, all in all, i didnt know screwing this up, would cox so much repercussions, agony & disgust

ahh, i should start getting used to it, since i never once failed to screw things up.

on a happier note, tidied up the house, now it's so cleaaannn. :)
grandpa's house on monday, hahas :) steamboat reunion dinner, awesome
get to eat non stop, hahahahaha

i just wanna turn back time, i just wish i didnt make that decision, i just wished i said no,
i just wished i didnt go, i just wished i could have been more persistent.

ahh, new year, time to get rid of all this i just wish.

but it has never been easy, i need happy pills, i need those kind of wonder pills that make ya forget what everything ya dont wanna remember.

HAHAHAHHAHAHAS, omg, so lame.

anyway, i changed my blogskin! hahahas, so something as simple as this.
awesome :) i dont think i'll get bored of this, hahahas. cool :)

ohyea, that stupid moronic unreasonable coach better not expel anyone including horny.
& cox if they do, the principal & head is really screwed. they'll be morons who dont stick to what they promise. ass of an example they make.

with sorrow comes joy

2009-01-24T01:10:00.003+08:00

damn i need to repay my sleep debt
but dont seem to have the time. hahahaha.

what's the fuss about.

[edit 10.40AM]

okay, back from breakfast with mum, & brothers :)
did new year shopping for food ! AWESOME
gonna stay @ home & tidy up the house for new year for today

& maybe go swimming or gym tmrw morning :)
anyone wannaa goooo... hahahahas

buddy's been emoing, hope he'll cheer up soon :\
best buddy indeed, cant do anything to make him feel better.
but no matter what, buddy's here for ya.

Half Alive - Secondhand Serenade

[edit 3.00pm]
BACK FROM GIANT AT TAMPINES. hahahas, damn, it was crowded.
after reaching home in the morning from market shopping & breakfast
mum dragged us out to giant to get more stuff again! hahahahhas

bought a steamboat thingy! weeee~
plus tons of drinks! & food food & more food ! wahahahas
mummy bought some necessities tooo~~~
best thing is, i asked mummy if she could get breezer(s) for me.
expected a no or a ARE YOU CRAZY?!
but but but
guess what, she asked me what's that, i told her some alchohol drink
she asked if it was nice, i said yeaaa.
& she said okay, later get it before paying or else not cold.
HAHAHAHHAHAHAS, OMGosh, I LOVE MY MUMMMMMMY. <3
&& i said when im korea, really sad cant get drinks from duty free. she asked me, cannot meh?
hahahas, & she even asked me to ask my seniors to get what i want for me. WEEEEEEEE
she think im all grown up. :)

OHOH, while having lunch, there was this pair of really adorable toddlers sitting beside us.
the brother & sister couple kept smiling & watch me eat. HAHAHAHAS, they're so so so adorableee
OMGosh !!!!!!!!!!!!
I WANT MANY MANY MANY MANY BABIES WHEN I GROW UP!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

gonna tidy up the house while waiting for daddy to come back :)
&& YES, i've realised everyone's not wearing traditional new year clothes anymore
so i've decided,
...........................................
im gonna get a cheongsam! wahahahahhas, daddy wanna go chinatown later :)
& mummy said i can find really awesome & cheap cheongsam there! HAHAHAHAS
coooooolll ~ im so gonna get either a red hot one, or a golden one. WAHAHAHAHAH

if only everything could be so simple.
everyone would live in bliss, everyone would be happy

2009-01-23T23:45:00.001+08:00

PHOTOS FOR VOLVO

apparently, we died an orderly death.

100+ & Heaven&Earth green tea endorsements

unglam's the new cool. the water ball thing is tiring, seriously.

Uncle Koh's Academy rules the earth, including this tractor.

the wind hates me, but i love the snack, so does AQ
Seriously, We do endorsements.
We still rule this huge vehicle.
buying ice shavings with china man.

PHOTOS FOR 1ST CLUSTER GATHERING

roomie, joey poh :)

roommates for year 2009, cool thing, we're all in the same class :)

darren refused to take a picture with me, but i did it somehow, HAH

me pizza, awesome or awesome

like i said, unglam's the new cool

awesome?
yes, we love cheese.

i told you we love cheese.

did i mention we love cheese? joey loves cheese more than i do

RANDOM PHOTOS

2009-01-23T23:38:00.002+08:00

chipmunks & mole rats

2009-01-23T14:46:00.007+08:00

okays, school was okay. left straight for home after lunch cox im feverish.

during english today, ms.ong showed us a video on Gyspy, a bait dog after being used & thrown on the streets, & how people came about & helped her get back well again.

Horny mentioned bout a video on assholes in China skinning animals while they were alive, i got interested & went to youtube for it.

What i saw was, disgusting, horrific, inhumane assholes who seems to enjoy skinning animals & beating them up while alive. God Bless those animals who didnt deserve an ending like this.

& to those assholes who skinned these animals alive, God Bless their pitiful souls.

please dont watch the video is ya cant stand gore.

okay, chinese new year's next week, i've no idea what to do.

i feel like going for a swim, hahahhahahas. damn.

post more later, brain's dead at the moment

Red Bag, Red Phone, Red Shirt

2009-01-22T20:32:00.002+08:00

THANKS A MILLION TO DARREN FOR LENDING ME HIS LAPTOP :D

okays, i'm super bored, so headed to com lab hoping able to find something to do to entertain me

but sadly, the computers in the com lab are screwed.

darren THOUGHT his com couldnt connect to the internet, but

I MANAGED TO FIND THE CONNECTION THINGY/PLACE :D

WAHAHAHAHHAHAH

okays, school's okay, realised i've been worrying over alot of unnecessary stuff.

then to realised, it was nothing at all.

some ps today after school. group photo/shot was awesome.

just the indiv pics were screwed.

BUDDYBUDDYBUDDY :)

GTG, BYESSS

sticks & stones could break those bones

2009-01-21T14:13:00.002+08:00

HAHAHA, first cf of the year last night :)
marks a new start! YEA MAN :) HAHAHHHA

okays, cluster activity later on @ 5+?
our level's doing potluck, so we're gonna go to the econs room & cook
hahhaas, some baking cookies, some cooking pasta, some sandwiches, me & joey doing pizza :)
HAHAHHAS, simple & easy & nice. HAHAHHAHAS :D

anyways, thanks to buddy's moral boost & my last minute studying.
physics test was pretty much a breeze. HAHAHAHS, DONT WHACK ME
but really, im sure the rest found it pretty easy too :)

damn, i've realise new year's just like next week.
HAHAHHAS, awww. only two pathetic days of rest :\

hahahas, me awesome buddy's thinking too much, chill :)
hahahhaas, i guess that's all. more & more homework are piling down.
SERIOUSLY, SHOULD JUST BURN IT :)

byebye, GodBless ya'll :D

When Im With You - Faber Drive

turn of events

2009-01-20T10:26:00.002+08:00

HAHAHHAS, school's okay for now. & it's only tuesday :\
just ended P.E lessons, did silat today, hahahas
damn weird, but had some fun :)

anyway, since jiao lian's gone.
not really training anymore, instead im like playing badminton
hahahahas, slacker

i think my contacts are spoiling my eyes, hahahas
but im too ..... to wear my specs. hahahas

lesson's are really boring. but gotta live with it, i dont wanna drop to o's
ohyes, i transferred course :)

okays, im currently enjoying my awesome buddy :)
hahas, chinese in 1 mins time, gotta chao.

BYESSS :D GodBless

SWEET,

2009-01-19T05:37:00.000+08:00

Free Fall (Prod. By Tricky Stewart) - Unknown

Let the past be the past babe
see we've all made mistakes
but i won't judge its okay
i just wanna be honest
please don't let me hit the ground
stay around, don't fade away

can i trust you, will you trust me
will you be my family
be my friend and my lover
will you ride or die for me
we're only human, we all got problems
i know it might sound like a dream
let's be free free free, you and me

i just wanna free free fall into love's arms
you and me, free
life can be so hard
be free to fall in love
trust that you'll be strong enough to catch me
free free fall in love's arms, love's arms

boy i need to know that
if life knocks us down
can you hold on, will you step it up
i'll be your one and only
let's make it official right now
i'm ready to fall for you

can i trust you, will you trust me
will you be my family
be my friend and my lover
will you ride or die for me
we're only human, we all got problems
i know it might sound like a dream
let's be free free free, you and me

i just wanna free free fall into love's arms
you and me, free
life can be so hard
be free to fall in love
trust that you'll be strong enough to catch me
free free fall in love's arms, love's arms

now i see things differently
i want simple things
just wanna be happy
love is what i want
and i hope you feel the same
so lets go
its just you and me, free fallin

can i trust you, will you trust me
will you be my family
be my friend and my lover
will you ride or die for me
we're only human, we all got problems
i know it might sound like a dream
let's be free free free, you and me

i just wanna free free fall into love's arms
you and me, free
life can be so hard
be free to fall in love
trust that you'll be strong enough to catch me
free free fall in love's arms, love's arms

i just wanna be free to love, love, love...

My Hamster is 2years & 6 months(?) old.

2009-01-18T13:24:00.006+08:00

okay, im not going back to school tonight, HAHAHHA
shall go back tmrw morning instead, it's becoming a habit. hahas

okays, i got loads of random stuff to post about.
guess ya can skip it, im posting it just for the sake. hahas

1)maybe i should flip a coin on whether i should go for commonwealth junior, cox it's really ex. ouch.

2)idontliktyouidontlikeyouidontlikeyouidontlikeyou. i enjoy descriminating against ya. HAHA

3)i need to get my study mood back, right now.

4)mummy's baking stuff, good stuff. :)

5)i NEED something to look forward to, for school

6)my little bro borrowed my two books for me :)

7) i shall not state.

8) training without jiao lian will be so boring, i guess.

9)i have tapioca flour trapped in my handphone speakers.

10)please intro nice songs to me, im planning to change the collection of songs in my phone. too much memories, my brain cant take it.

11) I'll not buy any new year clothes this year, Cant afford to waste $$, overseas comp/training are a bomb.

12) i guess i'll add more when i can think of something.

13)ya've no idea how it feels to be me. i miss ya, but i cant say it.

HAHAHAHAs, okays, byebye. off to complete my homework.

ohyes, im gonna change the background when ya navigate the thingy to red.

hahas. ladies & gentlemen, boys& girls. God Bless Ya All :D

edit, 10.11PM
i dont wanna go back to sch tmrw
i dont wanna go back & face all that again
i dont wanna act like everything's alright when it's not
i just wanna go camp with my laptop in church.

MAN BOOBS

2009-01-17T22:23:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHHAHAHAS

've not been blogging, no mood
but im bored, so here i am doing this.

SCHOOL
well, had it's ups & downs, realised something really awesome.
& experienced somethings that made me feel like shit
oh yes, most of the seniors from uncle's koh academy are back !
dont feel so old anymore, HAHAHAHAHAHAHAS
OHOH, the volvo race thingy, uncle koh brought us there.
& HAD A FREAKING FUN TIME PLEASE. (might be super fun to me, cox sch's boring to the core)
well, the place's boring, it's the people :). HAHAHAHHAS
took loads & loads of photos, trying to get them now! HAHAHAHAH
anyway,
sch's boring, so boring, i went to do cardio on thursday with adelyn FOR FUN.
hahahas, need something to look forward to for school! :

TRAINING,
well, the first half of the week, suck
second half of the week, still suck, but not as bad
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAS. okay, jiao lian's leaving on monday :(
which means, wont be seeing him till after korea trip.

TODAY
one year once reunion dinner with daddy's side of family :D
HAHAHAHAHAS, ate at a restaurant @ marina square
gonna ask aunt to send me the picture we took :)
HAHAHHAAS, & Red Cliff II after that :)
EVERYBODY WENT :D hahas,
it's pretty good, better than Red Cliff I. The battle scenes were cooler & better :)
hahas, after the movie, aunts,uncle,grandpa&grandma left
so.. me family went to eat the bar chor mee @ bugis :D:D
hahas, damn shiok :)
after that, since we were near central library, went to look for the books for my research paper :)
hahas, after spending like 1hr +, only found ONE relevant book :(
train-ed home, mum dad little bro & big bro went home, i went to pasir ris library to search :D
HAHAHAHAS, desperate to get it done & over with
guess what, I FOUND 2 SUPER GOOD & USEFUL BOOKS FOR MY RESEARD PAPER
.
.
. BUT I COULDNT BORROW COX I STILL HAVENT PAY MY FINE, & I CANT USE MY BUSCARD COX I REPORTED A LOST BUSCARD LAST YEAR, SO GOTTA USE MY LIBRARY CARD :(

LOLs, who can be more of a loser than me.

ah, so gotta head back tmrw to pay my fines, & bring my library card, *&#&^%

i'll post all the photos up @ one shot, saves time.
hahahas, so gotta wait till i get all of them, hahahas

ian says i've been typing too much HAHAHAHAHHAHAS
i guess it's true, hahas, but cant help it, used to it ! HAHAHAS

& saikang warrior is never a nice position to be,
i mean never, ever.

&& why cant people take things easy,
not everything have to turn serious ya know.

guess that's it, gonna finish up my hmwk :)

romeo hates juliet

2009-01-12T00:00:00.003+08:00

HAHAHHAHAHS, TAGGED IS A SCAM LA ~

&& THE TRANSLATOR IS ANOTHER BIG SCAM

i typed thanks for the card in vietnam, my vietnam friend told me it was saying something bout orange blood.
SCAM.

ANYWAY, changed my blogskin, kinda getting bored of the old one.
HAHAHHAAS, when i was thinking for a tittle, the first thing that came to my mind was that.
so pardon me, will change it when i think of something else.
i've a feeling i'll get bored of this real soon. HAHAHHAS, nvm

AHA,im not back in school, shall go back tmrw morning :)
didnt go back for the PATHETIC 3 mins of little nyonya.
it was crap, plain crap.

HHAHAHHAS, SEE MY TAGBOARD. SO BIG * hint
please leave a tag okay? dont view & run ! HAHAHHAHAS
ahh, it's ya choice anyway.

GOODNIGHT, GodBless

pathetic

2009-01-11T11:20:00.005+08:00

decided not to go down to watch novices, cox once again, im too lazy to do so.
anyway, gonna do my hmwk now. & sleep later on.

[edit2.23pm]
hahas, as yaknow, im having a cough,
but now, cox, im bored
i'm munching on cadbury dairy milk macadamia!, the fried spicy shrimp rolls!, eating nutella with bread!, drinking loads of tea!
HAHAHAHHHAHAHAS, power to the core.
hahahas, monday back to school with no voice. hahahahhas

[edit 7.11pm]

came across this somewhere, cool :)

Red symbolizes energy, passion, strength, courage, physical activity, creativity, warmth, and security. It is also associated with aggression. In healing, use red to bring warmth and burn out disease. Red is a powerful color and should be used in moderation. In the aura red signifies materialism, materialistic ambition, a focus on sensual pleasures and a quick temper.
Orange symbolizes the individual's relationship to the external world, the needs and wants of the physical body and the ways in which these are satisfied, the world of work. In healing orange may increase immunity and sexual energy. In the aura orange signifies thoughtfulness and creativity.
Yellow symbolizes intellect, creativity, happiness and the power of persuasion. It is also associated with cowardice. In healing use yellow to promote clarity of thought. In the aura yellow signifies intellectual development, for either material or spiritual ends.
Green symbolizes money, luck, prosperity, vitality and fertility. It is also associated with envy. Green is the color of healing; it is beneficial in all healing situations. In the aura green signifies balance, peace and often indicates ability as a healer.
Blue is the color of spirituality, intuition, inspiration and inner peace. It is also associated with sadness and depression (the "blues"). In healing blue is used for cooling and calming, both physically and mentally. In the aura blue indicates serenity, contentment and spiritual development.
Indigo is associated with psychic ability. In healing, use indigo for relaxation, reassurance and promoting psychism. In the aura indigo signifies a seeker, often of spiritual truth.
Purple is associated with power, both earthly and spiritual. In healing, purple is used for mental disorders and also for becoming one with Spirit. In the aura purple signifies higher spiritual development.
White is associated with truth, purity, cleansing, healing and protection. It is a good general healing color for the removal of pain and suffering. In the aura it signifies a high level of attainment, a higher level soul incarnate to help others.
Gold represents understanding and luck. Remember though that nothing comes from nothing, It is the most powerful healing color, but so powerful that many are not able to stand it initially and must be conditioned to it via other colors. In the aura it represents service to others.
Pink represents unconditional love, love requiring nothing in return. It is also the color of friendship and conviviality. In the aura it signifies balance between the spiritual and the material.
Brown is the color of the earth and represents practicality, material success, concentration and study. In the aura it indicates "down to earth-ness" and common sense.
Black is the absence of color. It represents the unconscious and mystery. Its visualization can help promote deep meditation. Black also stands for evil (eg black magic). In the aura it signifies some kind of blockage or something being hidden.

You sing, I dance

2009-01-10T21:52:00.003+08:00

HAHAHHAHAS, the award edusave/bursary thingy this morning
best is, i didnt bring my uniform home, so i wore home clothes to get my cheque
while others all wore uniform. HAHAHAHAHSA, the fool among the smart people.

went to check out cuzzie's school after that.
went home, slept awhile, pondered whether i should go training,
finally decided to head down for training.

there was a crowd, cox i totally forgotten today novices was on.
hahahhas, training, for women's epee, there's ann, yanyu at first :)
. nan see & wanling came along
im tired, even though i didnt train well. ahh, ....

HAHHAS, after training mum texted me: Ur chirstmas card came late from vietnam!
HAHHAHAAHHAS, SO FREAKING COOL LA PLEASE.
ALL THE WAY FROM VIETNAM, A CHIRSTMAS & NEW YEAR GREETING CARD.

anyway, i shall not procrastinate, & go do my hmwk now. hahahhaas

byebye people, GodBless ya :)

[edit 11.49pm]
hahas, link-ed monkey's homepage already! hahas
translator is freaking fun ! HAHAHAHHAAS.
PLAY : http://free-translation.imtranslator.net/default.asp?ldr=ko/en&loc=en
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An, cảm ơn bạn cho thẻ, rất ngọt của bạn! chăm sóc okay!

HAHAHAHHAHAS, DAMN COOL LA.

잘자요! 신의 가호
chúc ngủ ngon! god bless
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that's when it falls apart

2009-01-09T17:13:00.006+08:00

Everyone thinks of changing the world but No one thinks of changing Himself.
- Leo Tolstoy Quotes.

well, HELLO :)
my post during the holidays are boring enough,
so dont expect much from posts when school reopens

okay, this first week of school was awesome. ignore the contradicting post before this.
Still trying to adapt to the new teachers, i seriously prefer my last year teachers. they were awesome la.
well, fell sick on the second day no school,
nose bleed in the the morning for wednesday & thursday consecutively
friday morning was worse, my nose was running & i couldnt stop coughing.
definitely, there was homework, school's just boring.
nothing for me to look forward to, just like some chore.
feels like people are ignoring me, ..........
my fault i guess.

oh, 4F & 5A merged somehow, so somehow makes the class a weeny bit more interesting.
&&, i suck at pool once again.

mum says not go to training today, but im allowed to go on sat & sun :D
cool, like switch a day for 2 days.
therefore, im gonna miss church once again.. :\

dont brood over me, you may see something worth,
well, i see nothing in me.

okays, question thingy by deirdre :) & selina. :)

Here are the rules:
Once you’ve been tagged,
you have to write a blog with 10 weird, random things, facts, or habits about
yourself. At the end, you choose 10 people to be tagged, listing their names and
why you chose them to be tagged.

Don’t forget to leave them a comment
“You’re It!” and to read your blog. You can’t tag the person who tagged you.
Since you can’t tag me back let me know when you’ve posted your blog so I can
see your answers.

10 Things You Might Not Know About
Me
NO. 1 She have thyroid since primary 4. &
will be taking medicine for the rest of her life.

NO. 2 the 'blueback' she have on my right arm, isnt a
blueback, it's a birthmark.

NO. 3 Cheryl used to think being an ah lian was
cool. (please dont laugh, she's ashamed of it)

NO. 4 Cheryl tripped & rolled down the
stairs when she was pri 4

NO. 5 Cheryl
tasted shit on purpose on my 1st birthday. (be honoured, only her close
friends know about this before this)

NO. 6 Cheryl
can eat alot if there's good food, i am very, VERY
picky.

NO. 7 Cheryl cant sleep with her
legs fully stretched.

NO. 8 Cheryl thinks cats
& dogs are cool.

NO. 9 Cheryl doesnt have a chinese name in her birthcert behind her english name

NO 10. Cheryl like waffle
hotdogs

i cant believe he deleted that post, i really cant believe he deleted that post
i mean, why? okay, i was a bitch, but did he really have to do that?

what's this about

2009-01-06T10:10:00.001+08:00

it's only the second day that school started,
but, im already wishing the holidays are like tmrw.
damn it.

BYEBYE GOOD FOOD

2009-01-04T19:54:00.001+08:00

HAHAHAHAs, so many things happenned,
went beach picnic with family on SATURDAY.
upload photos next weekend.

im going back to sch like now.
so sad, no more good food & all, no more waking up late :
anyway, 4 new babies to uncle koh's academy. :)

LOOK AT MY TAGBOARD :):)
AWESOMEEE !!!

KOREAN FRIENDS, AWESOME LAA

i just dont understand what are they talking about -.-

i gotta go now. BYE PEOPLE
LOVES, cheryl

God Bless Ya :)

2nd day of new year

2009-01-02T01:14:00.003+08:00

watch this, ya jaw will drop.
credits to FuKuan for showing it to me.

anyway, look at the time, why aint i asleep
here's why,
i tried sleeping early @ 10.15pm.
body woke itself up & 11.59pm sharp
so i could stare @ my phone clock turn 12, with me not being able to sleep on the 2nd day of a New Year

ahh, anyway, went out with family just now, dad included :) w mum, little&big bro :)
aunt & two cousins too :)

hahas, bought some stationaries & a pencil case for this year :)
& a pair of slippers cox the one im wearing is worn out, completely
&& daddy bought mua a pair of newbalance sports shoe. AWESOME
&&& the colours are like, silver, purple, pink. MY FAV COLOURS LAA.
HAHAHAHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA.

[edit 4.09AM]

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHS,

WHANGYANYU YA'RE FREAKING COOL TO THE CORE

if not for not being able to sleep, i wont go blog hopping & saw yanyu's awesome video on the spammer.

THAT VIDEO ROCKS ASSSSESSS FROM ANYWHERE. ANYTIME

New Year, New Amibitions

2009-01-01T14:48:00.003+08:00

hahas, i realised my blogposts are really short.
so from ALOT of inspiration from wenxin's blog
here's what im going to blog about

FOR 2009, it's a new year.
1) I'm gonna only miss training max 10 times. HAHA
2) Give my all in training, no more thought of giving up
3) Study hard & get grades that are not sore to the eye
4) Stop getting myself into messy situations that are hard to clear up
5) Stop hurting people like a bitch
6) I'm gonna be nice, to everyone. HAHA
7) Learn how to break up & still be friends. (i guess it's just me)
8) Treasure my family & friends more **

here's a whole load of people i wanna thank for making 2008 pretty memorable.
either they helped me, counsolled me , had sweet/nice memories with them
but guess some of them hate me, but im gonna write their name anyway :)
im sorry
oh a few of them are cox they made an impact, one way or another :)
but it's gonna be messy, that's the whole point. HAHA
&& it's so not rank-ed :)

Valerie my horny, Wenxin, Ann, Deirdre, Nicolette, Yanyu, Vicky, Andrew,
Shengjun, DanielLee, Gina, Gorden, Kunlong, BenedictLee, Favian, DanielLim,
AaronPan, Sasha, Samho, JoeyPoh, Dexter, Chris, Rachel, Adelyn, Joel, Ken,
Winston, Clayton, Jeremoth, Jephine, Darren, Mattias, UncleKoh, Mr.neo,
Luanluan, Jiaolian, Mr.Istvan, Mr.Pop, Camille, Geraldine, Daniella, AmandaWee,
AdonisAng, JerinaLim, QuekShumin, Bryce, Ernest, Jianhuan, Rueben, Vu Thanh An,
Oat, Yichye.

that's for now, my brain cant really function due to lack of sleep,
i'll continue editing it. hahas

If you dont want ya name to be inside, you can actually tell me.
hahahas

HAPPY 2009 PEEPS, stay cool :)

GodBless :)

welcome 2009

2009-01-01T02:42:00.003+08:00

hahas, @ daniel's house now
big bro's not going home too, so i can stay over, hahahahhaas :)

went for countdown with val & daniel & guys
had it @ marina somewhere, got to caught the fireworks :D
saw aaron, angela, shengjun & mattias there.

took so long to get from there to dan's hse.
it's not so crowded now, but later,
there will be alot of people . SIAN :\

catching the first train home,

anyways,

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE.

GodBless :)

[edit 7.21am]
sorry for giving you such a start of the year
but other than sorry, i dont know what to say.
im so sorry. it's not worth.

ahh, typical ass, typical me.

CAMWHORE

2008-12-30T22:39:00.001+08:00

im falling sick. damn it.
family&friend's are best :)

damn this

2008-12-30T16:08:00.001+08:00

....................................

sing with me under the moonlight

2008-12-28T18:31:00.003+08:00

daddy thinks i cant cope with relationship & studies
well, i'll prove to him, i'll do as well as this year
& still able to qualify for through train to RP :)
now i really wana study hard. awesome. new motivation :)

& not to forget i also have motivation to fence hard next year :)
so cool :) i hope next year would be as smooth sailing as this year :\
for me & my family & everyone else. please Lord :)

Godma's at my house now, just had dinner :D
mummy cooked spagetti coxed i told her i felt like eating it :D
awesome :) lots of love man :)

anyways, dont know what im gonna do now
guess i'll go revise, & finish up my hmwk :D
AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME :D

bye people, God Bless :)

i wanna reverse time, too much regrets, too much things not done
undo all those wrong decisions

release the inner bitch

2008-12-27T19:59:00.004+08:00

see the inner biatch surface

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA . kidding

i WAS pissed just now, guess still a little now.
but it's better already :)

i've been missing church for who-knows-how-long
anyway,im gonna welcome valerie & cally with open arms. :D

well, i guess that's what He would want me to do, ayee :D

pictures :D from christmas eve & korean camp.
only gonna post a few. hahas. awesome :)

a small little tattoo would be cool santa :)

twist turn smack

2008-12-26T22:18:00.004+08:00

boring, boring boring
1) not ordered sch books. haha
2) pondering on whether to go training tmrw
3) aching in the weirdest places ever
4) trying to understand why was i so stupid

HAHAHAHHAAHAS, im so bored.
someone talk to me, TALK TO ME
everyone seems to have fun plans like staying over,
hanging out with friends & all
the potentially lazy me, who is desperately finding something interesting which
doesnt require me to use to much energy, leave the house, & keep me entertained
isn't successful so far. damn damn damn
i'll spent my second/third/fourth day of christmas, watching heros.
HAHAHHAHAHAHS, brilliant idea.

Quiz request my darlyn, so since im bored, here it is :D

1: Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
HAHA my forehead :)

2: How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
pissed for no apparent reason

3: Who was the last person you took a photo with?
HORNY :D

4: Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
err. yea i guess

5: Would you ever donate blood?
yea, duh

6: Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex (boy because I am a girl)?
LOLs, still do.

7: Do you want someone dead?
nope, not at the moment

8:What does your last text message say?
text me when ya're free

9:What are you thinking of right now?
cant put my finger on it

10: Do you wish someone was with you right now?
yea,

11: What time did you go to sleep last night?
erm.. cant rmb

12: Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
dad bought it for me

13: Is someone on your mind right now?
not really

14: Who was the last person to text you?
Daniel lee zi long

10 PEOPLE TAGGED TO DO THIS QUIZ (im just writing the name for fun, dont do it)
1) Adonis
2) Manda
3) Shu Min
4) Valerie
5) Ann
6) Nic
7) Daniel
8) WenXin
9) Bryce
10) An

15: Who is 2 (Manda) having a relationship with?
ME :D

16: Is 3 a male of a female?
she's a babe

17: If 7 and 10 get together will that be a good thing?
LOL! you think

18: What is Number 1 studying about?
hahas, sch?

19: When was the last time you had a chat with them?
huh

20: Is Number 4 single?
yea

21: Say something about Number 2 .
She's hot

22: What do you think about Number 3 and 6 being together?
er, lesbian fetish?

23: Describe Number 9 .
best baby.

24: What will you do if Number 6 and 7 fight?
er, they dont know each other

LAMENESS. byebye
bye peeps. God Bless :D

2008-12-24T13:30:00.000+08:00

Last Christmas
By: Ashley Tisdale

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I’ll give it to someone
I'll give it to someone special

Once bitten and twice shy
I keep my distance, but you still catch my eye
Tell me baby, do you recognize me?
Well it's been a year, it doesn't surprise me
Happy Christmas

I wrapped it up and sent it
With a note saying "I love you", I meant it
Now I know what a fool I've been
But if you kissed me now, I know you'd fool me again

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special
Special
Yeah, yeah

A crowded room, friends with tired eyes
I'm hiding from you, and your soul of ice
I thought you were someone to rely on
Me, I guess I was a shoulder to cry on

A face on a lover with a fire in her heart
A man under cover but you tore me apart
Now I've found a real love, you'll never fool me again

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special (3x)

give me a million smiles

2008-12-23T23:36:00.002+08:00

went to send the koreans off just now.
finally we are able to talk around, but too late alreadyy
KWAK SEUNG YONG gave me so many random stuff
like a pair of socks, a small mirror, two lucky cards, korean coins, a name tag
hahahhahas, he's a bit crazy. but nvm. HAHAHAHAHA

me & wenxin were pretty early man.
ann & vicky came later.
hahahhahaas, seung yong keep taking intimate picturess
awkward

met mum two bros & cuzzie :D
ate bought stuff & went home

that's all. im gonna ask people to send me pictures.

puzzles & mazes

2008-12-23T11:49:00.002+08:00

i dont get it.
i wanna read people minds.
i really wanna be short fat stumpy & weird.
i can live in my own world then. haha

everything seems so much easier when i'm alone

byebye koreans

2008-12-22T22:04:00.004+08:00

last training with the koreans.
finally the epeeist are starting to open up, but it's just a bit too late :\
hahas, nvmmmmm :D

i'm gonna send them off tmrw with the babes :D
hahas, so awesome! i'll be going to korea in Feb for exchange programme for fencing,
tell me cool or not. :)

anyway, train-ed home with deirdre&nic, hot bod left @ raffles for her massage
left me & deirdre all the way back to pasir ris
hahas, went home, showered & all, planned to have dinner outside, but
too tired, so got mum to packet for me . HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAS
lazy ass :)

anyways, i think i'll miss the koreans. hahahahas
dont ask me why, i think i'll just miss them. hahas
i'll miss harli, i'll miss KimKY, I'll miss Jung, I'll miss Suyong, I'll miss CHO, i'll miss geek scientist.
hahas,

anyways, chatted with Eugene, An, Daniel :) just now online
Eugene says I'm the busiest friend he'd know, hahas, awesome
at least i get remembered for something that tires me out.
not so bad after all :) HAHAHAHAHAHAHS,

now im bored to the core. hahas. I'm becoming more anti social. damn
please blame my hectic training schedule.
Coach says training will start again next year, but he then told us today,
it'll start this sat.
damn damn damn damn damn. I'm gonna collapse i tell ya.

anywayyy. wanna see my bruise.
HAHAHAHHAAS, super painful la :'(
biggest bruise i ever got. hahas, a special gift from KimKY :)
LOLS :D i'll remember her for sure
okays, it doesnt look THAT big, but it is okay
it's pretty big, but not huge big. yea. LOLS

oh, guess what wenxin,vicky,yanyu decide to get for the koreans as farewell gift
HAHAAAHHAAHS
.
.
.
we decided to get fake bananas ! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA
& wrote on them with markers, SINGAPORE LOVE (name)
women's epee 2008

HAHAHAHAS, arent we creative or what,
they'll remember us for sure la. HAHAHAHA
singapore women's epee team is awesome la
:)

i guess it's it, bye peopleeeee :D

God Bless ya :)

my little pony

2008-12-20T22:36:00.002+08:00

hahas, training again today
shan't blog too much on it.
depressing, hahas

anyways, i'm blogging cox...
HAHAHAHHAHHAHHAA :)

anyway. i sorted out everything already
feel so relieved now.hahas, thanks to hornyyy

& finally got to talk to Oat. Hahahas

that's all, morning training tmrw :D
& night safari with the koreans in the evening
FOC SEH, hahas, singaporean what ya expect
hahas :)
i think i'll enjoy myself :D
hahas.

nights people.. God Bless :)

somewhat somwhere

2008-12-19T17:40:00.001+08:00

short, stumpy, fat & ugly
i'd rather be this

screwed

2008-12-17T21:39:00.001+08:00

i deleted my previous post cox it was screwed big time
horny's been really sweet, & a true friend helping me sort things out
so here.
An's nothing more than a close friend
SJ, im over him

the rest, we'll see

training with koreans today.
super shagged, trg tmrw again
i'll be shagged to the core.

bye people. i'll stop being boy crazy

toast to beloved

2008-12-14T23:53:00.008+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAS
Gorden just told me bout the flush flog thingy
my view on it, RETARDED LA
http://singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/singaporeseen/viewContent.jsp?id=44852#

Read Read :D
hahas, i think i'm super outdated, but so
LOLs

i mean why kick up a big fuss la, LOLs
never see teenagers having fun before huh
Newspapers only report it cox why, Sport School Students
bet if it was like some neighbourhood school students messing around,
they wont give a shit,
All teenagers right? dont say when ya're a teen not playful/advanturous huh
all the comments there, all act "holy" & all
what: 'so mean, so bad' ah please,
i would say cut the crap, if you eat meat, ya're worse then them
so zip off man. they just spray water & all, flush it down, still might have a percentage of surviving
meat eaters, including me :)
those poor animals dont get a chance of survival,
they live in cramped up areas before getting slaughtered.
maybe even slaughtered alive please. so.. i dont get it.
hyprocrites.

i'd admit i'm one too :)
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
this to me is so
RETARDED,LAME,UNNECESSARY & STUPID

................................................................................

anyway, Uncle's wedding dinner just now :D
Had fun i guess. I had red wine, white wine, champange, & beer :D
my face turned really red la, but still clear headed & all. COOL EHS :D
hahahhahas, wedding dinner @raffles hotel :D
so awesome, i want my wedding to be more grand than that ! AHAHAHHAHA :D
pictures coming right up :)

that's all :D

byessssssss

VU THANH AN :D 11H :D

AHHH, can i turn back time pleaseeee ? :D

Vietnam/Bruneh

2008-12-14T11:23:00.002+08:00

ya know what?
An actually after chasing the bus, he went to the airport
HE CHASED ME TO THE AIRPORT :'(
no, he reached there @ 5.30, we went in @ 4.30?
damn i should have stayed outside instead of going in so early
ass, but we had to board @ 5.30
AN CHASED ALL THE WAY TO THE AIRPORT
& I MISSED HIM
so korean drama, but, so so so sweeeet :'(
damn

An Dep Trai :D HAH

damn it

2008-12-13T16:22:00.007+08:00

okay,i should stop pushing blame.
sorry, i just got too carried away
, it's the first time someone actually did something like that for me
cant i be really touched? sorry
i know ya'll read this, hope we're still friends
sorry shengjun

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHS
check out wenxin's blog. DAMN ADORABLE :D

Vu Thanh An
wenxin said i should blog how i felt, i think i should
hahas, forget it, i've been labelled already, no diff anymore
thanks for everything, it was super sweet, & as ya'll see in the tag
i cried okay. hahas. I CRIED. :D
tty soon :D

VU THANH AN

2008-12-13T10:55:00.004+08:00

YAWNS , i'm still waiting for them to accept my stupid request
i guess they'll go back to their countries first, settle down & all
which will take a long time !
HAH, so impatient, tsktsk cheryl, tsktsk

i still cant forget his face. AHHHHHHHHH
HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHHAAS, i wanna learn vietnam language which is i've no idea what
KOREAN DRAMAS HAVE SAD ENDINGS (i think)
awwwwwww, damn it. but even john matthew said he's nice. HAH
slap me please. ass

please dont let history repeat itself

scandalous

2008-12-13T00:17:00.001+08:00

AHA, i'm back from bruneh :D
didnt do well, ah, train harder
koreans here for training camp next week :D
awesome :)

anyway, i lost, & of cox, i gained :D HAH
VU THANH AN :)
my korean drama male lead :)
hahas

byebye.

DAMN THE MOODSWINGS

2008-12-08T14:16:00.004+08:00

Sunset alone's a good idea
'll be leaving tmrw for brunei-y
wont blog till back. cheers

i miss hotstuff :\

GodBless everyone

what a afternoon

2008-12-07T23:45:00.005+08:00

mum woke me up @ 8 plus
ate my breakfast, went back to sleep
woke up by super terrible cramps
& had the worst 2 hours of my life following after
drenched in perspiration, sleeping on the kitchen floor, blanking out for 10mins & worse
wont elaborate. LOLs

spent the day finishing up sewing my jacket & breeches :D
hahas, mum cooked dinner, had crab & duck & ...... :D
awesome :)
anyway, celebrated daddy's birthday today cox he & mummy leaving for malaysia tmrw :)
little bro's away for church camp
i'm leaving on tues, so left big bro @ home. HAHAHAHAHHA
daddy's birthday's on the 9th dec :D

anyway, mummy bought tiramisu cake for daddy, had it at home
aunty bought oreo choc chip ice cream cake for daddy
so had it @ aunty's hse

hahahahs, i took pictures of the cake, cox it was awesome :D
anyway, it's gna take some time to prove to bf's mum he's serious
& it's only been a week
& less than a month since he ..
ah, forget it. shan't care :D
doesnt feel good anyway.
we'll last :) it's a matter of fact :D <3

ANYWAY, VALERIE LIM a.k.a MY HORNY IS HOT & IT'S A FACT.
NO DENYING. PERIOD

p.s. what's with viewing & no tag :(
HAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAS . cheers :D

GodBless everyone :)